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Thursday, March 23, 2006

Nothing Is Impossible: Becoming One


"Nothing's Impossible!" - The tag line for Barbra Streisand's inspiring film, "Yentl."

If you've read my first Kabbalah for Beginners blog entry, "So Who Are We Anyway?," you'll remember my analogous story about the big vessel, how and why we were broken up into tiny individual vessels (souls) but ultimately remain one vessel. The point of this analogy is that we are all One and that remains true pretty much regardless of your chosen form of religion or spirituality. We are all born of each other and in each other's images, as well as in our creator's if that is our chosen belief. Kabbalists believe that our main goal is to work together to recognize this consciousness and apply it to our every day lives. Imagine if for just one full day, all of us were able to turn a switch in ourselves that ended all selfish behavior. Imagine if for just 24 hours we decided, as a collective whole all around the world, that love is the answer for everything and to only give out the kind of energy that we'd like to receive in return, to focus solely on giving instead of any form of taking whatsoever. All of us. Just for one day. In that one day, all wars would end, wouldn't they? Our personal enemies would become our friends. And we'd make friends with our inner demons. There would be world peace for those 24 hours. We'd be back in the Garden of Eden.

Impossible! That's the first word that springs to most of our minds when this ideal of unity comes to mind, despite the physical evidence we see every day that we are all born of each other to begin with. Still, the idea of every person around the world successfully accomplishing something as small as selflessness for something as short as 24 hours, or even 1 hour, seems entirely unrealistic and impossible.

But then, so many things in our world have seemed impossible. The world is round. Impossible! The world is flat. ... I've built an airplane. Impossible! The law of gravity prevents flight. ... We tend to believe what we are told as opposed to what we see, much less looking beyond what we see, looking past our physical limitations to the energy that creates all around us. And that is the point of the exercise at the end of the "So, Who Are We Anyway?" blog. There's a lot we don't see.

Kabbalists believe that for everything that is and will be created, at some time in the future, we will have to act contrary to its physical nature. The law of gravity, for example. We were able to defeat it when it seemed entirely impossible. So many things in this world that we have deemed for ages as "impossible," one day out of the blue becomes possible from the minds that think outside of the box, that do not allow themselves to buy into the "illusion" of our physical world and its limitations. To understand that there are no limitations.

Believing this is having this consciousness and that is a very powerful tool. It helps us to make the "impossible" struggles of our every day life seem much easier to get through. Hell, if the world is round and we can lift planes off the ground and put men on the moon, no, it is not "impossible" to make that lunch meeting. No, it is not "impossible" for you to just be yourself on that date tonight. No, it is not "impossible" to do those extra reps at the gym. No, it is NOT impossible for us to recognize collectively that we are One. No, it is not impossible.

This goes right along with the energy that is available this month -- joyousness, laughing to keep from crying. We think we have problems and therefore are sad, but the reality is that we are sad and therefore have problems. The energy you omit is the energy that you attract. We must accept that when we flip off someone in traffic, we're only flipping off ourselves. We must take responsibility in our power to change someone's day by simply smiling at them even when we don't feel like smiling, and guaranteed in return, our smiles will become genuine. We hold the key to not only our own personal happiness, but more importantly, everyone's happiness.

World peace begins in the mirror. We have to act contrary to our separate bodies, our physical nature, to realize that we all our made of the same "stuff" inside. And we're all imbued with the light of the Creator, making everything possible.



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Monday, March 20, 2006

Worry and Stress (The Story of Monday)


Pornstress Ashton Moore and her husband Jay.

I signed onto Myspace this morning and there was a bulletin posted from my friend, Jay, Ashton Moore's husband. Thanks, man! What a perfect way to begin the week! :-)

Jay writes:

Monday....another start to another week. Will we remember this day tomorrow, next week, next month, next year. Fuck do you remember what you did last Monday? Many of us stress and worry each morning about what we need to do. We may get it done, we may not, but was that stress that you put on yourself worth it. What we may worry about now may not even matter or even be relevant later on so what the fuck is the point. Life moves SO FAST - before you even realize it your another year older, in a different place, in a different relationship. Things you had are gone and things you never dreamed of are yours but for how long? What the fuck is the purpose of it all....Love, Money, Success, Fame, Glory, Happiness? Who do you know that is truly happy with no worries, no regrets, no ambition for anything more. They say the grass is alway greener on the other side, you know what they mean when they say that...you are never truly happy because once you get to that other side you now want something else or wish you had what you had before. But too late its gone you left it for greener pastures...............Take the time my friends to enjoy what you do have, what you have accomplished, who is with you in your life right now. Nobody or thing is perfect, fuck, the world is not perfect! BLAH! - Peace


Jay, while I do believe that everything we do IS relevant later in (everyone's) life, you hit the nail on the head when you said that the "worry" and "stress" of our actions will NOT be relevant. Worry and stress is just wasted energy. Whatever will be, will be so let go and let it be. Do the work that has to be done this week, get done what you can and must, but don't worry or stress. After all, we only have so much energy and if we really have that much we need to get done, why not spend that energy on actually accomplishing it instead of stressing on it? There is no accomplishment in stress or worry.

Your other points are all ones we've been discussing here lately, too. Nothing and no one is perfect; therefore, everything and every one is perfect. And we've been having problems being happy and grateful for what we have since back in the Garden of Eden, haven't we? Thanks for the reminder this week. We've all felt a little stressed today, I think. And when one person like you takes a moment to breathe, it becomes a little easier for the rest of us, since we're all really One. And when one person like you takes the moment to breathe and then takes another moment to share, worlds can change. Rock on! :-)

P.S.: Did you know it's the first day of Spring? It's a new beginning. Take this with you.

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Saturday, March 11, 2006

Kabbalah for Beginners: So, Who Are We Anyway?

This is my "I'm so young I'm an embryo" pose.

As promised in my last entry, for those who don't have the means to purchase the materials I suggested for beginning study of Kabbalah, I'll be sporadically posting "Kabbalah for Beginners" entries that should give you an idea of what this way of life is all about. I'd also suggest visiting some of the links in the sidebar, especially Weekly Wisdom and Weekly Astrology, as they will prepare you on a more basic and immediate level.

The first thing you'll hear during any beginner's lecture at the Kabbalah Centre or any starter's book written by the Bergs is to not believe anything they tell you. This may seem like an absurd concept at first, but Kabbalists drive home that their study is far beyond that of religion, it's more a spirituality and a way of life. Unlike "religion," Kabbalists don't do the "blind faith" thing. They believe in results. They also "teach" instead of "preach." They suggest and endorse a way of life and it is then up to you to try it for yourself and see if the tangible results work in your life. As they say: "Breathe the lessons and see if the 'air' is clearer." And naturally, what organization wouldn't want someone who actually knows and experiences the truths of their teachings as opposed to just blindly believing them? Any organization that does, I would take a long, hard and critical look at personally.

Part of the reason Kabbalah study was restricted for so long was due to fear. Imagine telling someone in the 15th century about the Internet. They'd probably burn you at the stake. Anything "new" and "revolutionary" will always strike fear in the hearts of man because we fear what we do not know and do not understand. As Angela Monet once said, "Those who danced were thought to be quite crazy by those who could not hear the music."

So, who are we? At the core of each of us, what is the #1 thing that drives everything we do, everything we say? What element drives our vehicle, the gasoline that it runs on? In one word: Desire. We're all just walking Desire. When you start to see this truth in everything you do, things become a lot more clear. You get answers to questions you never even knew you had. Kabbalist Rav Ashlag once wrote, "A human would not twitch a single finger if not for some inner desire."

There are two types of desire. One will take you on the path to The Light and one will put you on the path of darkness. There is Desire to Receive for the Self Alone, wanting power, money, ego, materialism, etc. and there is Desire to Receive for the Sake of Sharing, which is wanting to become a better person or create a better life so that you can affect society as a whole in a more positive way, realizing that we are not separate entities but actually One. Sometimes changing paths of desire has nothing to do with your actions, but just shifting your consciousness as to why you're performing them.

Whether you believe in the theory of the Big Bang or a particular religion, all beliefs of "the beginning of man" can be boiled down to this analogy: We were once one big vessel. We were then divided into smaller vessels.

Once we were One.

Kabbalah suggests that a book as profound and as great as the Bible is not to be read literally, but is actually a code that throughout any age can be interpreted many different ways. Therefore, beginning with the book of Genesis, we are looking at a metaphor for why we were once One, why we were once One with the Light, and why we then became separated. If all we were ever given was the Garden of Eden, we wouldn't really know how amazing it is, would we? We wouldn't appreciate it in all of its glory because we'd never experienced anything else. (Without darkness, there can be no Light.) This is true of all of us on a human level today. We instinctively don't like being handed something on a silver platter and when we get something "for free," we usually find a way to destroy it or destroy ourselves. Our God-like nature is to want to earn something because it then means more to us. We wanted to earn The Light. And because The Light is all giving, it gave us this opportunity by separating us from one big vessel to smaller separate vessels that must put themselves back together and become One by sharing the Light from which their image was made.

You will hear the term Light used a lot in Kabbalah. Light comes in many forms: it's the energy that surrounds us, it is God, it is Jesus Christ to Christians, it's Buddha, it's The Force in "Star Wars." Basically, it is a non-denominational term Kabbalists use to convey the broad spectrum of fulfillment that we has humans long for. Light is not just defined as happiness or joy though. Light denotes "unending happiness." A painkiller will give us temporary relief but it won't solve the problem at its root. The Light is in the root. It's the difference between the joy of a one-night stand and the joy of a life-long marriage. It's the difference between the short-term high and the Garden of Eden, which is still there, waiting for us to return to it. This Light also includes the force that is known as Intuition, the magic that attracts the right people to us at the right times for the right opportunities in our lives. It's your "gut instinct" and your sixth sense. How do we have it? Again, because we are "born in His image," if you look at those words as a metaphor or code. If a rock falls from a mountain, is it not still made up of the same particles of that mountain? The Light we were born of is always within us.

But we don't always connect to that Light and its during our moments of disconnect that we unconsciously create and experience chaos in our physical lives. When we are connected to the Light, there is no fear, no anxiety, no insecurity about the future. Wow, amazing concept, right?

So if people are the essence of desire and the universe is flooded with Light to connect to including that within ourselves, what is standing in the way of our everlasting happiness? A curtain. A veil known as the physical world. Even an atheist scientist will attest to this! My computer is not really a computer or its parts. What we can't see are the protons and neutrons, etc. the "energy" that it's made of. The physical matter is only an "illusion" for what is actually there. Kabbalists believe that the physical world makes up less than 1% of reality, whereas the other 99% is that which we don't see: The spiritual realm, the home of the everlasting Light.

What keeps us from seeing past the illusion, seeing beyond the curtain? The Bergs in their books refer to this as "The Suddenly Syndrome": He suddenly had a heart attack! Suddenly, life felt so empty. The deal suddenly fell through. All of a sudden, he walked out on her. Kabbalah believes there is no such thing as "suddenly." You don't wake up one morning and "suddenly" find a full-grown oak tree standing on your front lawn. The chaos that we experience is brought on by no one but ourselves. You attract the people in your life. You allow for people to treat you the way that they treat you. And even in moments were life doesn't seem "fair" or the pain you're experiencing isn't directly related to your own actions, a true Kabbalist would insist that this is their "karma" from some negative energy you have put into the world. In some cases, your karma with a particular person may go back so far that it is rooted in an experience you had with them in a past life and this type of heightened karma is called "Tikun" and is your responsibility in this life to correct. Ever wondered why someone treated you unfairly for absolutely no reason whatsoever? That was your tikun. That was what you owed from a previous life. Or it was your karma from something similar you'd done in this life. Either way, no one else is ever to blame for our problems but us and this can be quite a polarizing concept for some people. Kabbalah is very big on taking responsibility, not only for every one of your actions, but also for every action that happen to you. Hard to take, huh? The good news in this: This means we also have the power to create miracles in our own lives simply through how we treat others on a constant basis.

The key is "action" instead of "reaction." It's knowing when someone calls you, screaming and yelling at you, that you screaming and yelling back at them isn't going to solve any situation. So instead of having a "reaction," you take" action" by staying cool and collected, not for your sake, but for theirs. You shift your consciousness to: "How can I help this person not be so angry? How can I truly care about helping him through whatever he's yelling about?" Easier said than done, right? Hell, wars would be eliminated if it were only that easy.

But it is only that easy. We just choose not to do it. We react constantly in our lives, when someone cuts us off in traffic, instead of combating it with positive energy and loving that person, we throw more negative energy out into the world and flip them off. But we're all One. You're only flipping off yourself. You receive only what you give.

It's a lot to take in, I know. But try it for a week and see how things change. See if people stop cutting you off in traffic. See if that guy yelling at you on the phone suddenly calms down and apologizes when he realizes you care so much about helping him through his problem.

And then post your comments by clicking the comment link at the bottom of this post and share with us your own experiences! You can also ask questions, leave comments, debate the theories, etc.

Before I wrap this up, I want you to do a little exercise for me. Count how many times the letter "F" is in the following statement. This is not a trick question!

Finished files are the re-
sult of years of scientif-
ic study combined with the
experience of many years.

Did you count how many? Click on the comments link below to see how many times the letter "F" is actually in the statement. You may be surprised!



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Monday, March 06, 2006

Kabbalah for Beginners


So you want to study Kabbalah, but don't know where to begin. Contrary to popular belief, you do not have to be a man. You do not have to be Jewish. You do not have to be over the age of 40. You do not have to be famous. You do not have to wear a red string. You do not have to listen to Madonna's albums. (Although that last one does help.) The truth is, anyone can study Kabbalah thanks to the recent simplification of the original texts. When the Berg family started the Kabbalah Centre, it was their goal to take this very complicated and complex study and boil it down to its core, to reveal its most important elements so that people of any gender, age, denomination or education could benefit and understand its wisdom on a more elementary level. Some people call their work "new age." I call it "Kabbalah for Beginners."

You do not have to go to the Kabbalah Centre to study Kabbalah. Nearly all of my studies have been done from home. I find I can pull more from the study when I can do so at my own pace, take extensive notes and look over the material again and again. If group study is your thing and you're looking to make new friends, head on over to the Centre and get a schedule for their lectures and seminars. However, if you'd like to study Kabbalah the way I have, here are the materials I would suggest studying in the comfort of your own environment:

"The Power of Kabbalah" by Yehuda Berg - This is the best possible study for beginners, in my opinion. This is a classic introduction to Kabbalah and even if it is the only thing you ever study on the subject, will change your life forever. Yehuda Berg explains in her simplification of the original texts where we came from, why we're here and where we're going. This book contains the keys of the universe, helping you move beyond where you are right now to where you truly want to be -- emotionally, spiritually, financially, creatively, in all aspects of your life in the real world.

* You can purchase the book here:
http://store.kabbalah.com/product_info.php?cPath=144&vcats=144&products_id=244


If reading isn't your thing, then I would suggest:
"Power of Kabbalah" Audio Set - This is also an excellent starting point for anyone interested in studying Kabbalah. These six cassette tapes put you in class at the Centre without actually having to be there, including a workshop book from which you will study and take extensive notes on your own personal progress.

* You can purchase the audio set here:
http://store.kabbalah.com/product_info.php?cPath=150&vcats=150&products_id=249


After you have completed one of these two books, I would say its safe to move onto what has been, for me, the most powerful book I've ever read:

"Becoming Like God" by Michael Berg - If the other studies had merely peaked your interest in Kabbalah, this book will turn you into a hardcore fanatic! I don't know anyone who hasn't come away from this book with not only a renewed sense of their own power, but also as a more compassionate and understanding human being. This book, for me and many of my friends, was the major turning point in our spiritual growth.

* You can purchase the book here:
http://store.kabbalah.com/product_info.php?cPath=144_145&vcats=144&products_id=269


At this point, I would also suggest a great deal of meditation, both before studying to clear your head and after studying to retain the knowledge.

"The 72 Names of God - Meditation Book" - These meditations have the power of changing your entire outlook on any given situation. Through scanning the Hebrew letters and reading the English meditations aloud, you release your negative energy and ego while taking in the Light of the Creator, directly from the source of the language of the original text.

* You can purchase the book here:
http://store.kabbalah.com/product_info.php?cPath=144_145&vcats=144&page=2&products_id=129


If you don't have the means to spend money on studying Kabbalah, but are interested in furthering your spiritual growth, I would suggest staying tuned to KabbalahCurious.com. Read the blog entries here and if there's something about them you don't understand, speak up by clicking on the Comments link at the bottom of each entry. I will answer any questions you may have about the posts. I will also be pouring over the aforementioned books myself, looking at my old highlights and scribblings to post more "Kabbalah for Beginners" entries in the future, giving you a summarized version of the basic knowledge therein.



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Friday, March 03, 2006

The Duality of the Two Fish


The two faces of me.

So far, my biggest challenge throughout Pisces/Adar/Qoph has been that of duality. As I'd mentioned in a prior post at the beginning of Pisces, duality plays a large part this month when it comes to the energy available to tap into for our own personal corrections.

Personally, duality for me has always been a problem.

I am such an extremist its sick. I live my life behaving like the "perfect human being" (a ridiculous concept) for six months or I go totally crazy and throw all caution to the wind for six months. I know NOTHING of balance. To go to the gym but then eat junk food later that day? Nut uh. That makes me want to claw at the walls.

But this is not my intrinsic nature. This is what I have become and that's what this month is all about. The two fish of Pisces. Duality.

We have two feet, two legs, two arms, two hands, two eyes, two ears. We are born of duality. But I can't see the two fish as ultimately one big fish. I see it as two fish swimming in different directions. I see Gemini.

I'm five minutes late for acting class? I'm not going. And hell, if I'm not going to that, I might as well cancel everything and just take the whole day off! The day is OVER. Until 5 am the next morning, my life is pure chaos. And then at 5 am the next morning, I can switch over to 100% opposite. But it has to be 100%, 100% of the time.

I watch my boyfriend work for a few hours and then watch a television show and I can't tell you how enraged it makes me. Why? Jealousy. I'm so jealous that he can do that without hating himself. If I did that, I would despise myself for the rest of the day and call myself weak. I am constantly evaluating everything that I do. And this began way before my study of Kabbalah. This has gone on since I was about 13, probably. I'm constantly asking myself, "How will what I'm doing in this moment affect me 10 mins. from now or 10 years from now?" And if it's not a great answer, I hate myself so much. BUT! I won't allow myself to hate myself because I am smarter than that, so instead of hating myself, I just go, "This is ME. This who I AM, damn it, and this is who I will be for the rest of the day! Week! Maybe year!"

I have no sense of balance.

In an acting scene, I am either so far gone into a character that I can't remember where I'm supposed to stand because I'm so into it or I remember everything technically but can't connect emotionally. Same with music. I find it difficult to blend technique with feeling. Hell, same with anything. I am just bad at blending. Period. Except sex and spirituality! I guess that has been my first step. This was the starting point. Now I can just expand from here.

It's either a fruit shake, a rice cake and a salad with fish or if my menu strays from that one little bit, I have to eat until I hurt. There's just so many examples. And the crazy thing is that I'm in a constant state of punishing myself either way.

However, the other part of this month is to see the negative and dive into it and analyze it so as to rid ourselves of it, BUT not to wallow in it or be sad, but rejoice and filled with bliss because it means we are growing! Right?

Okay, so. Finding the core... hmm.

I was developed from age 4 - 15 this way by my stepfather, of course. I would bring home an A- on a report card and he'd look at it in disgust and say, "You're going to tell me you can get an A- but you can't get an A+? That's bullshit. You're not trying hard enough." I'd point out the A+ that was on there too and it would be, "Of course that's an A+. It's drama or English. You like that. That's no feat." If I was reading three books, why wasn't I reading four and why wasn't it a harder book? It was never enough. In fact, my personal "Name of God" in Kabbalah according to my birth chart is: "Enough Is Never Enough." And I got to a point as a teenager where I knew I would never satisfy, so I stopped trying altogether. Went from A- to F real real fast and stayed there. Because I was like, fuck this. If it's not enough, it's not enough so what's the point?

And that has carried into today. When I work hard for 12 hours a day, if I take an hour off, I'm mad at myself and my inner demon says that I wasn't good enough. And then my ego replies, well if enough is never enough, fuck you. I'm shutting down completely then. We'll see how you like that, demon. And my soul in the meantime, as I can picture it right now, is in a tug of war between that demon and my ego.

Ya know, I've come very far in my life because of my insane and unhealthy work ethic, yes. But what if I could go further by making taking more hours off? Making more pit stops? What if it stopped me from jealousy of others when they do it? What if it gave me more "fuel" so I didn't need "artificial" Ripped Fuel when I'm constantly operating on 4 hours of sleep a night?

A race car driver can't win the race by going full speed ahead the entire time. He would run out of gas. He has to stop a lot along the way at the pit stops.

This also comes back to another theme we've discussed here recently: "Nobody is perfect and therefore everyone is perfect."

It is really my huge demon of the moment and my challenge to correct this month, the idea of balancing the duality of the dark with the Light, as is symbolic in the two fish. But for some reason, being 90/10 or 30/70 makes me sick to my stomach. It has to be 100% all the way. But in truth, that would be 0/100. Which is equal to nothing.

Fish have the ability to swim so easily in all directions, swimming between both the phsyical realm and the spiritual realm. How? Maybe because, as fish, they rely completely on instinct and have no sense of judging themselves. This goes along with last month's lesson of "letting go," leading into this new one perfectly. To be able to recognize your duality and find balance is the gift this month that we have the ability to tap into. Actually, because it's relying on our natural instinct and "letting go" that gets us there, maybe it's more appropriate to say that we are to realize we're already tapped into it! It's our original structure.

So again, my friends, it all ties together. At our natural state, when we "let go," we are like the two fish swimming in both realms of physicality and spirituality without self-consciousness or judgment, not because we're trying to but because it is our "instinct" to, and from there, we face our challenges head on but with great joy knowing that it is furthering our spiritual growth. That's what the next few weeks are all about.

Good luck!



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